Is that my destiny?

Hmm...here I am sitting here wondering what would happen in my future. I suddenly miss home terribly. I felt like if I am given one chance, just one chance, I think I will wish to be a small little girl. Guess I am too dependent to my parents! The fact is I am going Russia next month on the 22 September. I hope I will not be as homesick as I was previously when I was in Japan for my student exchange! But, no matter how I tried, I think I will always want to be mummy and daddy's little girl. How foolish I am, right!? Guess that it is time for me to learn and grow up. And yup, I am definitely comin home in January. I will book the flight on the very day!!! Well, I had disappointed my parents many times this year. I don't know why but the stuff just can't enter my brain. So, I really do hope that God will open my heart and lead me to a path where I can survive with minimum difficulty and risks.Dear mum and dad, I will try my best to make you proud again. Third time lucky I hope. No more worries and disappointment for my parents, yup, no more. I will make everyone proud by becoming a doctor to help people around me, no matter what, when and where. And to my beloved brother, you are so not going to be the only one that make history in our family. It doesn't really matter that I am going to Russia and you are in Australia for your degree because I do believe that when there is a will, there is a way! Yup, I changed my principles from pleasure in whatever you like to do wil bring perfection in everything. So, watch me fly! Just watch...

on the way back to ipoh

guess what? I am typing this in the bus. lol.. using my USB modem now..haha..haihz..i don't know what to type..hmm..what should i type? oh yeah, i ate subway twice..i bought 2 sandwiches for my dad and brother. i bought turkey ham for them..hehe..